When was the last time you lied to your parents?
I find myself lying with more frequency to my mom nowadays. About the most mundane things. I'm breaking two commandments at once. I know most of it is to avoid questions that will pry into things. I just really want privacy. I'm a private guy, and there has been a lot of changes in my life lately. And until I know how I feel about things, I usually don't want to talk about them. Living here also means that there is a marked lack of privacy. And as is the case with most moms, they don't have boundaries in their own house.
All this has served to heighten my want to get out of this house. And weirdly enough, I am not in a position to go anywhere. I had a conversation with Garneteye about moving out of your parents' house. And he made it clear that I could do it. I had no idea how he did it back then, and I have even less of an idea now. Maybe one day I will figure it out.
Until then, I guess I will be lying.
-J
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